I just want to sit down, tilt my head back and pour contact solution into my eyes, they burn so bad. I was driving to work this morning and I felt that sting coming on in my right eye, so i thought... I'll just rub my eye and move my contact a bit that should get it feeling better. WRONG! I tried just moving my contact a smidge and that thing was suckered onto my pupil, just the movement sent a burning surge throughout my eyeball and I quickly teared up as if my puppy just died. So here I am driving, it's early so I'm already sleepy and I can't see out of my right eye, top it off with the stinging sensation that makes me want to close my eyes compeltely... but I'm driving. I must of looked crazy, squinting for no reason. I looked like I was trying to take a vision test without my contacts. This is all probably allergies, but it could also be the fact that I've been wearing these contact since late June. hrrmmmm..
Yesterday I was having many breakthroughs. This whole moving to California thing is becoming more and more real as the days go by. The think the countdown is now 81 days till I leave. For those of you who don't know, well... yea, I'm moving to San Diego on January 3, 2008. It's a year later then when I planned this originaly but hey... better late than never right? I'm hoping to leave with about 3 grand saved up and I already know I have a place to live. As far as job is concerned well I don't have that yet, and I'm not scared. I know, it sounds super immature to just go without any job but that's why I've saved up so I can bide some time to come up with a back up plan. Also I'm practing this line over and over, "Hi folks, welcome to Chili's I'm Valarie and I'll be your server today." Sound good? I've been working on it for a while now.
But isn't this how life should be? Spontenous? Or maybe it's Immature Valarie talking again, but I don't want to work for the "Man" anymore, I wan't to be The Man. I'm tired of working here everyday for someone else, doing someone elses work, for otheres. I want to know everyday I'm working for me, doing what I need to do, when I want to do it. Sure I could do that here in San Antonio but I know if I do, I won't be half as motivated to do anything. I need to get out of my comfort zone and acutally do something for myself. Am I making sense? I tend to think that my ramblings are really jumbled into a big Barrel of Monkeys type of mess. I guess that's the glory of having a blog right?
One last observation. So I saw a preview to a new reality show, America's Best Psychic or something along those lines. I was floored... really? A show about who's the most psychic in Amercia. Wow. Then I thought, if you get a bunch of psychics in one room registering for the show, once they sign up wouldn't they get like a vision or something and see who the winner is? I imagine a bunch of people in line each signing away then they all turn to one person and start congratulating him/her. That would be one show. One episode and it should be done. But the fact that they have to make an entire season to see if someone is psychic is just shocking to me. Can I read your mind? No. The end.
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